ミサの歌 (Misa no Uta / Song of Misa)

ミサの歌 (Misa no Uta / Song of Misa)

歌手：平野綾 Original:

きをつけて かみさまはみてる くらいよみちはてをつないでくださいひとりでとおくにいてもいつもみつけだしてくれるしってることはぜんぶおしえてくれる わたしがおぼえてなくてもなんどでもおしえてくれるでもぜんぶわかってしまったらどうすればいいの?

Romanization:
ki wo tsukete kamisama wa miterukurai yomichi wa te wo tsunaide kudasaihitori de tooku ni itemoitsumo mitsukedashite kurerushitteru koto wazenbu oshiete kureruwatashi ga oboete naku temonando demo oshiete kurerudemo zenbu wakatte shimattaradou sureba ii no?

Heartfelt? almost... wait.. I'm pitying it... but no it wasn't

"Must be the bitterness..."

No maybe its not that... I've decided didn't I?

I can and will let go...

Too many second chances given...

Too many times I've tried to cope with it and concealed it...

Did my so-called patience finally reached its peak?

Insensitive... yes.

Time to find a place of my own...

Selfish... yes.

Time to find another thing...

but the closure...

I have never reached or even think about the closure yet...

And I still made up my mind... and I tend to pursue it... It was my conclusion... even if it was emotional.. subjective...

I'm still trying to rationalize it... to be objective about the option that I chose.

Sorry...

But I guess Its over... I'm over... If you can't forget about me... sorry... it is a miserable outcome...

I understand it. I know. Believe me, even if the biterness is still here.

I can see your side of the story. Ad Ignorantium. A regretful fallacy.

Once I made a decision I see through it that it is done.

Just like my decision when Xy died...

You didn't know... Someone had to be my punching bag instead of our circle... Someone had to see me cry my heart out... I trusted him everything...

Well you were crying for everything that was lost... I was crying at everything that was never spoken and always thrown as cryptic hint...

One of my regrets were I wore tainted glasses and waited for something that was never there...

Like my dark angel... It is a hopeless dream... never to be fulfilled but I still hung into it as it were to come true...

You may never get it. No one will... and maybe I wont allow anyone to ever get it until I finally broken down in misery...

Never... ever again...